doa yg tulus n mulus..

roomate ak tnjk 1 post 2day..it was so touching abot a gurl praying 2 allah..btapa tulusnyerr hati dye...btapa bmknenyerr doa dye nk msk syurga...btapa ikhlasnye dye doa..ak??kdg2 ak lalai..doa acuh xacuh...bdhnyerr ak...allah maha pengampun...maha pndgr,,,npe ak xnk mta btl2??npe ak lalai...hati yg rosakk...npe kne mgharap kt bnd yg ak xkn dpt>>ak pn xphm..npe mst ak cri...npe..exm da dkt..ak sgt risau..di saatt ak bce,its make me feel smeting....doa yg tulus...how desprate is she 2 go heaven..while me??im big enough 2 think..y not i be her??ikhlasnyerr hati dye..she's juz 4..im 21....big diffrence,..huge careless....clueless to my questions..am i born 2 be like this..or is it im going 2 b like this 4 ever....im waiting n still waits 4 da 1 who left us wiyhout a word...im waiting...tears...prayers...its all not enough..now i realize..i need 2 be humaira...:"(