lots to tell!!!

sala...arni ak sgt la bengang..tp bl pk2 blek, u cant get nying from being perfect!hihi..so 4get it,well ak bru blek dr "cti" ak..hak3..ponteng sakan na...ha2...sbb???rashid kwen..em...so so gempaq..besh sgt..but there was smeting hapen..tears here n ther...insyaallah.everyting will be solved,amin!!l;a ! em..sme1 didnt turn around..mst ad hkmh..nth,allah je taw..final da nk dkt..da only 1 i pray, wan to maintain my result...amin..jgn la jth..hope so...ak akn cube,,tp ak tkt..ak xpndai math n akaun..huh..then my sweetheart is in depression..hope she can face it...im praying 4 her best..ak rse ok kit pas blek.rather last week , i felt like an idiot and syesly disturbed!!!!but now alhmdlh..im ok..i luv mom...he2..i luv my gengs..they r helping me 2 go through all my stumbling blocks!!!ha2.ayat narrative...ak cpt trasse la skg...xtawla npe..pe je owg ckp ak nk mrh..myktkanla...nth..owg 2 sdar ke x mlt dye jht sgt??sdgkn dye rapat ngn ak..ak da ckp bersabar tp ad had kn...fhmla ak..ko jgn kongkong ak..ak memg jht...jgn nk myktkan ati ak..terluka taw..deeply hurt...very3 deep....plz understand me!!!!dnt make me hate u!!!!plz...plz...plz.....tlgla..ak sgt xske mrh kwn sndri..so,jgn cri pasai ngn cheq...ak ni bkn dak kcik taw...ak jd dak kcik coz ak pnt jd dewasa...so jgn slh fhm.im adult n i knw when 2 behave as adult.dnt over da limit or ill be da hulk!!!!ha2..ok,sudah2....ponat den..hati ak maken kotor..:( em.ktor ng kmrhan..i hope i can recover..insyaallah..:)